Diary of a Nice Guy
I've been branded a nice guy,
but you really dont know who I am
you think I'm so fuckin innocent
when I'm just a bad man
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
I lie to you even when you care
coz I dont want your fuckin advice
I tell you what you'd like to hear
so I can plan my next disguise
I pretend to give all that I have,
so I can call you my friend
but I just want to use you,
all the way to the end
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
I notice everything I'm doin
but i just cant stop myself
these lies I say deliver me from pain
and so I hate myself
I reminisce the times you made fun of me
even though it was just a joke
and this voice in my head tells me
one day I will humiliate this bloke
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
and the nice guy that I am
I will not punish you on my own
I'll spread rumors about you
and then act like St. John
And now that you know me well
please dont leave me to die
curse me so I should rot in hell
but please be my friend, my guide.
Diary of a Nice Guy by Saptarshi Kar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
but you really dont know who I am
you think I'm so fuckin innocent
when I'm just a bad man
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
I lie to you even when you care
coz I dont want your fuckin advice
I tell you what you'd like to hear
so I can plan my next disguise
I pretend to give all that I have,
so I can call you my friend
but I just want to use you,
all the way to the end
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
I notice everything I'm doin
but i just cant stop myself
these lies I say deliver me from pain
and so I hate myself
I reminisce the times you made fun of me
even though it was just a joke
and this voice in my head tells me
one day I will humiliate this bloke
No more will I pretend to you
No more will I lie
No more will I back stab you
and be your shoulder to cry
and the nice guy that I am
I will not punish you on my own
I'll spread rumors about you
and then act like St. John
And now that you know me well
please dont leave me to die
curse me so I should rot in hell
but please be my friend, my guide.
Diary of a Nice Guy by Saptarshi Kar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
posted by scarab | 9:53 PM
3 Comments:
Me likes. Post me the mp3 when you got one bro. Never mind if the drums are programmed, though I am strictly against that as you know! :)
Objectively i found it good for a confession, but subjectively....sounded negative. Doesn't suit negativity like this from a truly nice guy like u man hehehehe. But u gotta really put a hate-tune(fast and thrashy) like Pantera n stuffs. Can't wait for an audio.
You are good. you know that? you know that. (a question followed by a statement)
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